Today is the tenth anniversary of my husband Scott's death. I spent part of the day Snapchatting with our daughter who is stationed in Kuwait at this time. She is now 20 and has lived half her life without her dad. 💔 No child should have to lose a parent so young. And though I know we packed a ton of memories into those 10 short years it doesn't diminish the pain she feels on this day every year.
Scott & Nicole at La Jolla Beach |
I spent the rest of the day at work (between patients) looking at old blog posts I had written. Then I went and found old blog posts my sister had written Digizine (she is one of my other angels in heaven). Needless to say it was a day of memories that came rushing at me like a tidal wave.
My emotions have been like a pendulum today. Tears have fallen from my eyes due to the sadness of missing both my husband and sister but then I smile because I feel both of their spirits with me today as memories of them fill my heart and mind.
I wish my daughter could have been with me today. Hugging her would have been like hugging a piece of her dad since she is so her father's daughter. I love you Nicole!